I'm okay. Don't worry. I'll deal with it. I know you're worried if you saw the last post. I'm not okay now, but I'll be okay soon. I think living in the past is killing me, and having this withdrawal of you from my life and my soul is very painful. I'm not masking my … Continue reading I’m dealing with it
5:06 AM, and you know it's unhealthy for you. Turning and tossing of sheets in bed does not equal sleep. Tell yourself, "yes, I'm okay, I can sleep, I can stop thinking about the past. The future seems so out of reach that it's impossible to think about." Your stomach growls because of a lack … Continue reading Just pretend that this insomnia is not making my emotions stir.
My heart might be empty but that doesn't mean I don't feel. I might be emotional but that doesn't mean I don't have a place in society. I've always wanted to write a song for you, and even though you're not here beside me anymore I'll finish that song. (Yes, you heard that. That's my … Continue reading Hell yeah it’s Gymnopedie time!
Dear you, It's gonna hurt, but I think we'll get through this. I can finally see the light, and hell, is it painful. Plato's republic was right. There wasn't ever enough love that you could give to me till I'm satisfied, it was about me filling up this hole I have inside instead. I've had … Continue reading Dear you,
I don't know what to do with this pile of mess we left behind. Eat spilled milk Or slurp it off the floor. Give me some sort of reminder that you weren't from my past. Take me back to the nostalgic days when our hearts were oblong. Long enough to touch each others' nerves And … Continue reading The pain’s getting to me today
Dearest, You know, I didn't mean to suck off your tits. Didn't mean to make you orgasm in agony with all the wrong lovers Taylor Swift wouldn't be proud at your list. But I birthed you a pair of glasses so wide, spent hours in labour shaping all your five senses throughout your childhood years; … Continue reading A letter from your beloved Codependency
A rose with smooth stem Redness dyed forevermore! Mimetic beauty.
Today was the last day, and the countdown to the end was fast and bittersweet. As I sit in the train, on the way home after 10 hours of volunteering for the last day, I looked back at the past 2 months even though my exhaustion was clouding my thoughts. Who knew that the ideals … Continue reading Nostalgia after the exhibition ends
Words can be such complex beings, but I really love words, and I appreciate how weird words are too! I was thinking about something to write about, and I so I thought "Why not share about my thoughts on words?" Starting on a lighter note, I think we've all had moments where we don't know … Continue reading A confession for words and books
Go faster than your brain- fasterfasterfaster STOP the train of thought before it arrives at your platform, a thought as sticky as slime, a starfish that wouldn't budge. Thoughts that have grown in your garden Sometimes we have more weeds than flowers. I say keep the weeds. Whoever you are, whether your ratio of weed to … Continue reading The mind