Endgame to me represents a very special place in my heart. In my eyes, it's how Beckett gently and masterfully strips down all the unnecessary banter we have going on between us to what truly needs to be addressed - the disconnect within love itself. The more I study Endgame, the more patterns it resonates … Continue reading Me to play: Samuel Beckett’s Endgame
I used to think that my dad's way of living in society was the only way to live. Breakfast served with a scrunched-neck, legs shaking and staring into the deep abyss of his phone. I didn't dare to think of another way to live my life besides boot-licking the rat race of society. Grades would … Continue reading The many roads in life
And it was amazing! I can't believe I did it, and stepped out of my comfort zone! Hehehe. ☺️ It was a small audience, but every step is a step. ❤️
Carry those boobs up and proud- You deserve to stick that chest up and have your boobs see the world! Don't hide your womanly bits when their curves are impossible to conceal- Love them, love them like how you love talking in your own grown voice. Take a deep breath, and your boobs sigh a … Continue reading Boobs can talk
What made you give up on love? Love not in terms of giving cake, jewels, or pretty houses. Eating desserts and layering your soul with layer after layer of calories does not mean you love yourself. If money is the solution to your problems, then why are you in pain even before you've left your … Continue reading From the almost full-time lover to the non-lover: Is survival your life?
Some days I slip, slip slip slippin' into the rain. The anger comes roaring back and I lose my balance, almost forgetting to breathe deeply again. But once I fall, I feel the pain I've inflicted on myself. My mind stumbled, I jumbled my words, and my heart was in a knot that I didn't … Continue reading Rainy days and mixed feelings
I think sometimes you can tell if someone is genuinely smiling. Like, 😀 🙂 It radiates from their face and it glows so much so that it makes you wanna smile as well. There's a warmth that you cannot deny that you feel from them. I wanna be that person, the one that can … Continue reading A lil’ smile won’t hurt, or will it?
So I just read this article on Tiny Buddha about self-love, and I resonated with it deeply. I want to talk a little bit more about self-love today because that's the second part of my journey and the most important trip I have to take. These were the points the author talked about: Self-love means... … Continue reading A quick check on self-love!
I think strength lies in being brave enough to feel every inch of your raw feelings. There's a sort of fear within me that's always battling against painful feelings, blocking it out and tossing it into some corner of my heart. But in the end the one I'm hurting the most is myself, and no … Continue reading Thoughts on feelings
I'm okay. Don't worry. I'll deal with it. I know you're worried if you saw the last post. I'm not okay now, but I'll be okay soon. I think living in the past is killing me, and having this withdrawal of you from my life and my soul is very painful. I'm not masking my … Continue reading I’m dealing with it